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Sunday, January 31, 2010

Haleem and Paa'ay

Life becomes fun when you want it to be fun... You see beauty when you want to see it... That's what I learned

Last night was awesome... Firstly, I went to a dinner my elder cousin had hosted,the paa'ays were extremely delicious, as if they were made by a gourmet chef... the whole family had gathered...noises all around... I played with the children...and I also saw the pet goat my niece has...

then I went to my mamoo's place... there we made haleem... it was fun as well, the haleem ended up being a bit sour...

On the whole it was fun... and I learned some lessons.

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Shackles and Chains

All the things that bind men, are devices of their own vices. All that obstacles in one's path come from within, not from without. The path strew for us by fate is not the only path, If we choose, we can go astray and make our own path... As the ancients say, "You must lose yourself, to find yourself." In order to know yourself you must pretend to be someone else, and once you know yourself, your desires and vices vanish giving way to you... The shackles and chains that once were hindrances will now become stepping stones...


Enough of that, that's the effect of being in the wrong sorta people for toooooo long... and listening to strange songs... but personally I think its the people and not the songs who must be blamed.
Well I finally did it, I QUIT.

I took their smiles and demeaned them, I had sold my soul just to hate the light, and now I see what I really am, a thief a whore and no...lier

Friday, January 29, 2010

A Price too Great

In the beginning I hated it... then I thought what the heck, I get money for this... But now I think that I made the wrong decision... They are affecting me, they are influencing me, I am becoming like them, I am become one of them... those... those f***s who think they know every thing, who think they are the only one's who GOD likes, them... those who think everyone else is a lesser being, those who forget their mortality...

Seriously... this is the first time in my life that I am going to QUIT... for a selfish reason. I will have to quit if I want to save myself, my being... I can't do it... I can't change them... Selfishness and Jealousy are in-gritted into their very existence... I was a bit mad before, but now I am gonna go crazy... they are locked up in their own worlds and they want all others to be the same, locked... enslaved in their own tiny little bubbles...

But you know... I think its my fault as well... I was a bit greedy... I though it was easy money... but now I realize that 5k is a price too great for my being... now I realize, it wasn't my time that I gave to it and them, it was myself...my being that I gave...

I will quit the YDP...and I will see you(all those who I met there) in hell, and hopefully on another plane... 
And I learned there is no such thing as a free lunch... You will always pay a price no matter how smart you are...

Friday, January 22, 2010

Idiots and Racists

Before I thought that idiots and racists are two different breeds of human beings... But recently I learned that racists are idiots... on an altogether different level... they exist on a different plain... on a higher plane... while idiots are just... well their just simply idiots, who can't comprehend anything that if said or fed to them; racists are idiots who think they are the world.. to them the world revolves around them and they hold a profound and deep understanding about the ways of the world and the workings of the Lord...


I mean... who the fuck do you think you are... what the fucking hell do you think you are...

Now I tend to agree with a friend, who said, "in(the racists) ko aik chorahay pay khara kar kay zinda jala day na chahiya *#@*#"... I disagreed and now I CONCUR..

Thursday, January 14, 2010

Gaylord and Satan Reincarnate

Me and another friend were trying to set a scene for a baithak for some day in the near future cause a friend is leaving for Lahore on Monday, cheers to you bro... when all was said and done... THE GAYLORD had an issue... We have a paper on sunday... So what dude c'mon I mean for God's sake... your just me like or the others.. why the freaking hell would you want to study for BCOM... Bleh... I mean seriously dude...

Omer adios to you bro... and gaylord i'll  f***ing deal with you on sunday...

PS: he's not really gay... I am just calling him that cause he gets pissed we call him that... but seriously bru... studying for BCOM... you deserve to be called the GAYLORD... and I SATAN REINCARNATE will personally f*** you up... DAMN YOU

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Where have all the bloggers gone...

Where have all the bloggers gone... Where are all the good cussers... Where the have all the bloggers gone.... Where Where Where....

Of Blood Shot eyes and a Hair Cut

Ever had Bloody Eyes cause you were very tired... I had them yesterday after the paper... Its as if the exhaustion of the exams suddenly broke down on me... In the evening I went to get a hair cut... I dropped the idea of a wolf's tail and got a nice easy to handle cut... It was strange... starring at your own self with Bloody eyes... But what I don't understand is what's the need for creating a ruckus if I make a little pit stop on my way home... Dad threw a tantrum... I mean so what if I am a hour or two late... I also broke my scandals while jumping the boundary wall :'(.... The Bloody Red Eyes... they made me do it...

Also, My cousins are going hunting today... And I am at home... Damn, life's becoming dull again...this time slowly slowly... But I intend to party tonight... Just pray I get to...

Saturday, January 9, 2010

Thursday, January 7, 2010

Hymn to Satan

I should have said the hymn to satan and sacrificed my damn friend... the university canceled the paper again... and this time a whole damn hour had passed before the cursed officials realized that the paper had been leaked... I mean those SOBs should have known that... but NO!!! they had to wait a full F***ing hour before they could confirm that fact.... damn them... Now the rumors are that the canceled paper is going to be held on sunday... life...

GOD help us(the poor souls at the mercy of the UoK administration)... oooo yea and this was the first paper that I could have totally aced... I mean like totally... gone straight to the top... A all the way... But no they f***ing had to cancel the damn paper... Oh well... can't fight fate... Just hope its for the best... ;)

Monday, January 4, 2010

OMG....

OMG... I didn't realize that that was my first post of 2010... damn...  I would have written something nice or nothing at all had I remembered... Darn It... Oh well can't change fate...

And yea to a friend of mine... bru that planet thing is a hoax... But I'll check it out anyway since you mentioned it...

i had a paper 2day... i hav a paper 2moro... n 2moro z MONDAY...

I had a paper today, I have a paper tomorrow and tomorrow is Monday. That was my dilemma till yesterday... 2 consecutive papers... that was tiring... Not that I studied much but still it was tiring... Today's paper was easy, I had to cheat only twice and that too just minor rates I got confused with...


Nothing is happening in the country to talk about... Nothing on my mind right now... Oooo yea I just tried to make fries coated with egg and it was not a complete success... It was edible but not the savory meal I was imagining...
I have gotta go to NBP tomorrow to open an account...and then attend the YDP class again... I don't know why I waste 5 hours of life by going there???