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Friday, December 31, 2010

Delusional

I am addicted to the pain, tending to the flowers in the their valor...
The love, it drove me mad, made the world grow jealous,
walking tall, breaking the rules that pay, the grates fold,
my angel made the heavens green with envy, she wasn't that many...

The pain, drove away itself with the dangerous love affair...
fire, it glowed in me, burning the world as it grew...
her feet, as angels should be they were, without these strings,
i was tripping, then i was running, with my feet on the ground...

The world then grew out of control, shaking with rage...
the pain it drove back in, the strings then turned to chains,
and the angel, I had bound, to this earth a thing unearthly...
The world then I saw, the pain made me see, was angry at me,

I horror that I was, I was gonna take the angel with me...
I broke the rules, thats why I didnt care, thinking...
The chains now I broke, angel just remember how to fly...
the pain, it just now hurting... I am addicted to the pain...

Sunday, December 26, 2010

SUNDAY

phew.... a day off finally.... this job is getting to me, its killing all the other activities that could have done other wise.... life is getting tougher...

Wednesday, December 22, 2010

All I Wanna Do

The haze felt like a daze, a nightmare walking
talking to me in my sleep, breaking through
to the reality, this really is just a frugality
with a life so sparse, its hardly enough...

The demons, my demons, are after me
like they really wanna feel what is inside
of me, there is nothing but emptyness
and blood, so hollow, so shallow..

this is how I feel, and all I wanna do is just
now feel, that fact of time flowing by
life, wasted in the glimpse on an eye....
weaving through my despair, her light...

Sunday, December 19, 2010

Complicated

With the job and the studies and another thing, life has become too complicated... its now either rest of these things... If I choose rest, I miss out on these things, and If I do any of these things, I miss out on rest... If I knew grown up life would be so complicated I would never have grown up...

Lets see, ummm... done with shopping for clothes... just the shoes left, I'll get them next Sunday... You see, the thing is that even on a half day, I come home at 7pm... so... its not cool at all... I can't run away, its complicated... and as with the other things, they are way way waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too complicated right now... I am hoping they'll sort out in a bit or so...

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Roads

Yayyyy... I started a job... yesterday... but it was hectic... no buses on roads, so coming home was a fuss as well... And who said that the first day is the least hectic day??? I had to work on the first day too... plus they gave an early off to the whole staff, except for the accounts dept. and I had to stay till 6 with the other people in the dept....

But you see, when a mentor approves of something, then you just gotta do it... so I'll just do this too...

Tuesday, December 14, 2010

Happy Ending Away...

Filled to the brim with joy,
unpredictable about the end,
whats done is done, c'mon
just let it go, for once...
let it be, all alone...

smile, for the world to see,
pearls found in the sea,
so many, looking at you
in awe, be pleased...
life, forever it remains...

It becomes harder to ignore,
the sorrow growing in inside,
the beauty, don't you love
it, did you think it true...
let it be, all alone...

End

papers khatam, papers khatam, papers khatam...

Monday, December 13, 2010

Blood Blood...

Tomorrow... its the last paper, and probably the end of something to do...

Friday, December 10, 2010

Simply Put

Wishes come true, Wishes are a lie,
Think again,  cause your 'bout to die,
Think again, Now really think true,
I would mean it, If I were you...

The world is simple, its really strange,
Every fucked up thing is a bit deranged,
Every leisure, I spend with you,
The decay corruption is next in queue...

Listen now and listen good,
What you do is simply understood
Stand tall, now smile wide,
All the world is by your side...

As is said in the times gone by,
fate and life are striding by,
the world is all wish to see,
turned to cider and ashes it should be...
The sun now comes, with it hope
this disturbing tale,
you will some other time grope...

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Icicle Hearts and the Frozen Queen

Wings spread wide, Sickle by the side
Eyes glowing red, Just like dread...
She sits upon her Silver Throne,
Frozen Queen of Bloody Reign...

Across the seven Seas, the Arid Breeze
and the Feeling of ease, Open your Eyes
your Senses are to be Pleased...
the lofty senses, all left Unused....

Wings spread wide, Sickle by the side
Eyes glowing red, Just like dread...
She sits upon her Silver Throne,
Frozen Queen of Bloody Reign...

The World now turns... do You
have the Keys, to Unlock Fate...
Gate the to Hate, turn their Hearts
Feeling Nothing, Cradled in Death

Wings spread wide, Sickle by the side
Eyes glowing red, Just like dread...
She sits upon her Silver Throne,
Frozen Queen of Bloody Reign...

Open your eyes, Now See, Look
the Frozen is a Prisoner of beauty
the icicle hearts locked Her away,
with Wings that cannot Fly,
Death Sits Idly By, to Free the one
it Loves so much, to Stare at Neigh...

Sunday, December 5, 2010

Silly

One fine day in the middle of the night,
Two dead boys got up to fight,
Back to back they faced each other,
Drew their swords and shot each other,

Courtesy Anon.

Saturday, December 4, 2010

Fever Before the Flood

Got a paper on the 7th and I am feeling feverish... that sucks... really, I still have to go through the whole book... and my eyes are tired...

Friday, December 3, 2010

Khali Khali

I feel like writing, but I just don't know what to write about... its a totally blank slate there in my head.... *sigh