For some reason. I cannot get myself to finish this reading part. I planned to get rid of theory tonight. So. I could start with the practice part kal. Tomorrow is the only day I have left. After that. There are no more days left. Day after tomorrow. Paper. I need to attempt it. I know I can still pass it. If. If I just study. But. Deep in the harrowing depths of my heart. Mind. And Soul. I cannot do it. Failure is inevitable. But If I pass. It becomes awesome. WTH!!!