I don't feel older, neither different. Maybe back on track... maybe in the right direction again, but that too just because I do not have anything else to do at this point in time. You see, the world is filled with assorted ornaments and stuff. You can either waste your time trying to find them, or you can just go around doing what you like and find some ornaments and other valuables along the way. In a matter of luck kind of a way. But here is the clever part, it won't be luck. Those things that you find along the way, they would be the result of your toil and labours. You didn't even know it and you did it. Just leave that stuff behind. Go forward, do something else.