I feel sick. I have lost my voice, in a way. Soar throat. But in a way, I can't recover. I just don't know why. I can't recover. I feel tired. I feel broken. This isn't depression. I have been depressed. Clinically depressed. Not that cool, hipster type of depressed... mind you. This... this is tiring. Or I may be bored. I'd like to think I am eccentric. But the truth may be more mundane.